Saturday, May 23, 2009

A song (:

Anyways, I happened to be listening to the Full House OST and I bumped into a song that really relates to me. =D Anyways, here's the lyrics.

I Think I Lyrics -

I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Why didn't I know that it was you,
Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, cause I miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now I can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

It's cute too so yeah. Hehe. I'll try to find a link to the song, but if I can't than you guys just have to search up on google or another search engine. xD

Bored

There's nothing really to do anymore. I barely go on the computer and stuff. I only go on when I'm REALLY bored. Or I want to get updated with people.
Just waiting until school ends so Summer Break can come already. xD
Dealing with a problem with feelings for a guy, but w/e. After middle school we won't see each other, but we'll keep in touch somehow? Idunno.
That ain't my top priority right now. I need to keep up my grades. So freakin' gay...getting bad grades this term. D:
Blahh...hecka bored right now. Nothing to do. Well at least on Monday I won't be bored. Hehe.
But that's like 2 days from now so I still have to wait. )=
I still have to do my homework and everything. Ugh, I don't have the time no more to play around. Need to get away from everything...that's what I think anyway.
Need to get away from everything thats happening right now. Can't handle it. xD
To difficult and I don't want these things to make me think too much or I'm gonna get more fucked up. xD
Well I have nothing else to say. Ugh, w/e... I'm gone. =]

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Update on some things

I have not done one of these things for a LONG time. xD
Anyways, just wanted to update this thing, so yeahh.
So, there's two more weeks until school is over and we have to start anew at high school and leave some people behind, but a new door will always open.
Things got a little shaky with my friends and me, but were all cool now. No drama which is really what I don't need right now since I have to focus on school things. xD
My birthday passed so I'm 14. Getting old!! Well thats what I think at least.
F.A.S. is doing good. No people hating on us or stuff like that. Just living our lives the way we want to live it right now which is good for all of us. Cause even if we go to different high schools we ain't gonna fade. So it's fine.
Uhh lets see. Guys? Yes. It's really complicated though. Don't know if I should tell him or not. I mean he's been asking me who I like, but I don't have the strength to tell him just yet. Lame right?
W/e tho. It's fine, I'll deal with it. As I always do with these sort of stuff. Hehe.
Cried here and there, but got over it quickly don't want to think about the same things that made me cry. Just stupid.
Umm getting mature everyday now. Don't care about childish things no more, but yet I still play around with my friends.
Don't know if that side of me will go away, but eventually it will. And I'll just be serious. Well I kinda need to start getting serious and forget about relationships for now since high school is around the corner.
I already know what I'm gonna major in so its all cool. Aiming to be a lawyer and teacher, but if it's too tough on me, just lawyer is fine. (:
Anyways, I think that's basically it. So practically this thing is updated. =D