Hacked (:

Dork was here:) I love you ! AAF right ? xD 1018090202. 'Cause im helluh cool though ;D Teehee.
My baby's helluh wack though >;D Your on crack 24/7 sweetie;) You rape me like every day and whenever you see me, your hand is always on my ass and harass me like fck ! But dayum, my real baby should be jealous cause you already had sex wit me lmfao [inside joke]. Oh yeah, one more thing, you have no ass :D Aha !

Ahaha, What A Fag, But Made My Day (:

[21:53] nerdxbaybe: so, how was your day?
[21:53] Derrick: tedius, long
[21:53] nerdxbaybe: uh huh
[21:53] nerdxbaybe: lol
[21:54] Derrick: boring, until i hopped on aim
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: ahaha, i see
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: what made it interesting?
[21:54] Derrick: you logged on
[21:54] Derrick:
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: lmao, ohh
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: I make everything interesting tho (:
[21:55] Derrick: i know right
[21:56] Derrick: probbablly make people want to watch paint dry
[21:56] Derrick: because i will be watching it with you ;D
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: LMAO
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: awh,
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: (:
[21:56] Derrick: it'l be in the shape of a heart
[21:56] Derrick:
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: AWH,
[21:57] Derrick: with a sillhouette of our heads
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: LMAO,
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: nice (:
[21:58] Derrick: i can be romantic when i want to be
[21:58] Derrick: and you make me want to be
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: ahaha, you sure can tho
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: ;D
[21:59] Derrick: hey you know who i think is HELLA cute though
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: who?
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: O.o
[21:59] Derrick: you
[21:59] Derrick: xD
[21:59] Derrick: gtg
[21:59] Derrick: night
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: bye bye
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Haha, made my day, freal tho (:
Stupid fag had to sign off on me though D:

Damn >:O

I might not be able to blog for a while since my older sister is coming home tomorrow. -_-
It's gonna be a pain yet again. She's gonna be complaining how she shouldn't have done this and that and then I'm just gonna have to say "yeah". xDD
Just trying to download as much as I can before Sunday comes. D: But they're going so SLOWWW. Well at least it's downloading, I guess.
But I'm not sure what time she's gonna actually arrive here so whatever.
Ugh, tomorrow I have to see him. =/ It's just gonna make me think and make me start hating on the decision I made. Shiett, I hate this. Lmao.
Oh, well I guess I can bare to see him every Sunday. Hmm... or maybe not, idunno.

Hindi Ko Kaya - Josh Santana

'Cause I can relate. >_<

I'm Sorry =/

All the things I said and all the promises I made to you. I'm sorry for everything. I didn't keep my word and now I finally realize, I DO regret it. I know that regretting something that's been done isn't gonna help, but at least let me explain. =/
You're not even giving me a chance. I know we were supposed to wait on each other, but I didn't. Yeah, I know this is the third time I've hurt you, but I'm sorry. Now that I think about it, I don't even think "I'm sorry" is gonna make a difference.
*sigh* I made a mistake and now I have to live with it, but when I'm with him, why do I think of you instead? =(
He already knows that I like you a little bit, but is it really a little bit? or is it like before? Everytime something goes wrong between us we end it between each other, but we always go back to each other.
I don't even know if you're gonna forgive me again. Maybe that was my last chance. If I had a chance, I think I would go back in time and fix things with you. I don't know anymore, I just wanna talk to you again and just tell each other how we feel. Even if its bad or good at least I'm hearing what you gotta say.
Reminiscing isn't gonna help me cause I know I can't have those days back when you and me were called a pair. D: But it's the only thing I can do so that I can keep my sanity. *sigh* I miss you and I know we see each other at church, but even then you ignore me and I pretend not to even notice.
Should I move on? or should I keep having these feelings that are gonna eventually get stronger? I don't know. All I know is that the silence between us right now isn't helping me. )=
I don't wanna say good-bye. I've already said it before, but I don't wanna say it again. I think I...

Imposible - KC Concepcion (=

I couldn't fine the translations and I would translate it, but I only know some parts. xDD

Gheyy O=<

Haha, I forgot to blog about the bet thing.
Well I lost. D: Even though there were some clues and hints, they didn't even lead to anything. >_<
But I guess it's fine since she found a new guy. I just hope that she's happy with this dude.
I haven't met him so I don't know what he's like, but from what I hear I guess I'm gonna be okay.
Now that I lost the bet, I don't know what she's gonna make me do. DD: It better not be hard though cause I'm not gonna do it. >:D
But she did say that she MIGHT make it easy, but you never know. Lmao.
Anyways, I'm hella bored tho. Nothing to do, just getting ready for school. I'm tired too, shiett.
I woke up at like 5 something just to take a shower AND not with my door open. xDD (Inside joke with Aj <--- the guy =))
Anyways, I guess that's it.

Did It Mean Anything - Ickest

Updating (:

Hmm... haven't blogged for a while so I'm just getting this thing updated with what's happened and crap like that.
Uhh, school's fine. My grades aren't going so well. Stupid comp. tech. Shiett, ruining my 4.0 GPA. xD Buh, at least it doesn't count so its fine. (:
Anyways, still going out with that one guy. Lmao. But I have no clue where this relationship is going, I mean things have happened. I thought a lot about some stuff and I'm doubting? Idunno, maybe I'm just going back to my old self again. Fawk, O=<
Let's see, getting yelled at my parents is the same old same old. So yeah, but I guess it is MY fault since I talk back. LMAO. >:D
Well, my sister is coming back from UC Irvine since she doesn't like it over there, but it only means that she's gonna graduate late. She's a retard, but it's fine. I mean I got adjusted to her not being in the house anymore, but I guess I have to get used to another person yelling at me. D:
My Dork has a boyfriend, but I haven't met him yet. So idunno. I need to see if he's gonna be the one that can help her through some tough times. (: Blahh, I wanna go to MTHS now. Even though Florins fine and everything, its just that I miss stuff that Florin doesn't have. )=
Then there's my ex boyfriend who's freakin' ignoring me. D: I need to confront him though. I mean I feel bad enough going out with a guy when I said that I was gonna wait for him. -_- I'm stupid, but I guess I have to live with my decision. xD
Been getting tired a lot easier now. Maybe I'm getting stressed with all the shiett thats getting piled on top of my life. I need a break, freal tho. I got some gheyy ass people in my life. >_<
But yeah, getting annoyed here and there especially by this one person. Well at least I can vent out my feelings on other things besides that person. LMAO.
*sigh* I'm so freakin' tired of everything. D: I want my old life back, but at times I don't since I did some really retarded shiett back then. Oh well, gotta move on right?
Well I guess that's pretty updated, maybe missing a couple of things, but oh well. (:

Quote (:

" You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. "

_Stolen from Linda (:

'Cause sometimes you just gotta move on. Don't regret the things you do since there's no point in changing what you've done. You can make things better, but it ain't ever gonna be the same.
It's as simple as that.

Got Me Hella Weak Though xD

"Every time you hold in a fart, you're that much closer to killing a baby!"
Shiett made me hella laugh. Been laughing too much today. xDD

Past Is Catiching Up To Me

So, this is a sorta late blog, but whatever.
Anyways, on Sunday the usual happened. Went to church with the family and Aj, dropped off Aj, and went shopping.
Well, my family always goes to Seafood City right after church and we usually see people me and Karyz know. I was praying that I don't see anyone, but of course I still see someone. =/
This time it was him. =/ The person that left me 10 months ago. I've wanted to see him all this time, but when I finally forgot about him, he has to come up again.
He looks like his usual self you know, but it looks like he lost weight a little bit. Anyways, he was with his mom and lito brother so he didn't see me.
At first I didn't know that was him until I looked for a second time. And I was all like "Damn." xD
But yeah, that day I was just reminiscing and all that gheyy stuff. I mean at least I know he's doing all right. *Sigh* But I should just forget about this and live my life.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.

Sweetie, Be Jealous (:

Oh, yess. I have a feeling I'm gonna win this bet.

Be jealous Dork cause even you think that I'm winning. LMAO, thanks for telling me tho or having Karyz tell me. ;D See what a little talking can do from me. (; I know, I'm conceited, deal with it. Anyways, IF I do win I don't know what I'm having my Dork do for me. Hmm... there's hella things I want her to do tho. LMAO, I'm not even gonna put down what I have in my head. x) It's too much. (:
Anyways, I'm outt, gonna go kick it or somes with Cream. (: LMAO, cause apparently he's bored and needs wants to go to the park.
Well I'll blog about it when I get home. (:

Sick =/

Gosh, I don't feel good. Ever since Sunday I kinda figured that I would get sick, but yeahh.
I'm taking medicine and everything, but it's not helping. D:
I just need some rest and other stuff like that, but all I've been getting this past week has been doing just that.
I need to kick it with somebody or somes cause I'm hella bored. I mean I like my naps, but I need to do something new.
Anyways, I MIGHT kick it with cream on Saturday if I feel any better. (: Or maybe Derrick, I don't know. Lol.
*sigh* So bored, just here in computer technology doing nothing but working on the Microsoft Publisher projects. I think I'm almost done with them, but I don't know.
Uhh, my relationship is going good for a change. Nothing's really happening, I mean we argue, but we never mean it. I think. xD
Anyways, my sister is going guy shopping and I don't know why. I mean, why do girls need guys all of a sudden? O.o
Moving away from that subject, this month and the 2 months after this is going to be busy for the FAS, since its our holiday kick its. (: Well we recently added Chester to the FAS, but yeahh.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.