I'm Sorry =/

All the things I said and all the promises I made to you. I'm sorry for everything. I didn't keep my word and now I finally realize, I DO regret it. I know that regretting something that's been done isn't gonna help, but at least let me explain. =/
You're not even giving me a chance. I know we were supposed to wait on each other, but I didn't. Yeah, I know this is the third time I've hurt you, but I'm sorry. Now that I think about it, I don't even think "I'm sorry" is gonna make a difference.
*sigh* I made a mistake and now I have to live with it, but when I'm with him, why do I think of you instead? =(
He already knows that I like you a little bit, but is it really a little bit? or is it like before? Everytime something goes wrong between us we end it between each other, but we always go back to each other.
I don't even know if you're gonna forgive me again. Maybe that was my last chance. If I had a chance, I think I would go back in time and fix things with you. I don't know anymore, I just wanna talk to you again and just tell each other how we feel. Even if its bad or good at least I'm hearing what you gotta say.
Reminiscing isn't gonna help me cause I know I can't have those days back when you and me were called a pair. D: But it's the only thing I can do so that I can keep my sanity. *sigh* I miss you and I know we see each other at church, but even then you ignore me and I pretend not to even notice.
Should I move on? or should I keep having these feelings that are gonna eventually get stronger? I don't know. All I know is that the silence between us right now isn't helping me. )=
I don't wanna say good-bye. I've already said it before, but I don't wanna say it again. I think I...