I got informed by my Dork with this. I got hella upset since it hit Manila and I have hella relatives over there. Hope everything is alright or somes.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
'Cause I'm Hurting Again =/
Life isn't perfect and people shouldn't expect it to be since their just going to get let down.
The things that happen in life really do happen for a reason. If someone has fallen in love with you it can only mean that you guys WERE meant for each other or later on you'll see that it was always meant to end from the very beginning...
I don't know... just getting stressed more and more each day. Family problems are just making it worse. Getting confronted with the truth is too much to bear. I mean, yeah, its good to hear the REAL truth, but it hurts. =/
All I really want right now is for everything to end and let me finally just relax and just live my life peacefully. I mean I have a lot of people I can lean on, but my brother is right. Maybe I should try leaning on my family for ONCE. I always restrained myself from them and maybe I should just tell my parents everything. Maybe they won't understand the first time, but eventually they will... right?
Ugh, I need to go to the doctors soon. Need to check if anything is wrong with me, I'm hella scared tho. I HOPE I'm healthy, but you never know. *sigh* I have too much things going on and my lito sister is going through something too. I mean yeah, I'm gonna help her through it, but seriously? I mean I don't know, I just feel like everything is getting pressured on me, even though I know a lot of other people are going through hella shitt just like me. Whatever, SOMEHOW I'll deal.
The things that happen in life really do happen for a reason. If someone has fallen in love with you it can only mean that you guys WERE meant for each other or later on you'll see that it was always meant to end from the very beginning...
I don't know... just getting stressed more and more each day. Family problems are just making it worse. Getting confronted with the truth is too much to bear. I mean, yeah, its good to hear the REAL truth, but it hurts. =/
All I really want right now is for everything to end and let me finally just relax and just live my life peacefully. I mean I have a lot of people I can lean on, but my brother is right. Maybe I should try leaning on my family for ONCE. I always restrained myself from them and maybe I should just tell my parents everything. Maybe they won't understand the first time, but eventually they will... right?
Ugh, I need to go to the doctors soon. Need to check if anything is wrong with me, I'm hella scared tho. I HOPE I'm healthy, but you never know. *sigh* I have too much things going on and my lito sister is going through something too. I mean yeah, I'm gonna help her through it, but seriously? I mean I don't know, I just feel like everything is getting pressured on me, even though I know a lot of other people are going through hella shitt just like me. Whatever, SOMEHOW I'll deal.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Yay =)
I'm hella happy. Freal tho. I mean I got asked out by him. (:
I saw it coming tho, but I'm still so happy. Anyways, and he's not moving so it makes it even better.
Lunch was fine, I got to spend time with my hubby. Anyways, but karyz was all moody, but it was alright after I gave a hug to her. 'Cause that's how we roll. LMAO. Sike.
Sooo, Karyz made things hella awkward cause she was all like you should marry him and all that good stuff.
And she was hella cracking me up tho. She was all saying check if his sperm is strong enough and you can give birth cause I want a nephew and niece. Me and him were all like wtf?!
But yeahh, I really hope this relationship lasts cause right now I'm doing better than I usually have during relationships. (:
I wish my Dork was here tho so she can keep an eye on things. Lol, you never know what might happen. xDD
Well I'm gonna blog lates. =D
I saw it coming tho, but I'm still so happy. Anyways, and he's not moving so it makes it even better.
Lunch was fine, I got to spend time with my hubby. Anyways, but karyz was all moody, but it was alright after I gave a hug to her. 'Cause that's how we roll. LMAO. Sike.
Sooo, Karyz made things hella awkward cause she was all like you should marry him and all that good stuff.
And she was hella cracking me up tho. She was all saying check if his sperm is strong enough and you can give birth cause I want a nephew and niece. Me and him were all like wtf?!
But yeahh, I really hope this relationship lasts cause right now I'm doing better than I usually have during relationships. (:
I wish my Dork was here tho so she can keep an eye on things. Lol, you never know what might happen. xDD
Well I'm gonna blog lates. =D
Thursday, September 24, 2009
So Weird (: and Anniversary
Thanks to my Dork for doing this for me since it wouldn't load on my computer. xDD
Horoscope:
Your current interest in philosophy might have you believing that you are discovering the meaning of life. But others may think that you are evading the real issues by throwing around complex ideas and using too many big words. Although you could be trying to find truth, you can appear more cavalier in your approach than you realize. There's no need to change what you are doing as long as you are sensitive to the reactions of those around you.
Ahaha, so true tho. Anyways, happy anniversary Dork. Totally forgot and I apologize about that. xDD
It's always gonna be forever. (:
10 months and still going strong. ;D
Horoscope:
Your current interest in philosophy might have you believing that you are discovering the meaning of life. But others may think that you are evading the real issues by throwing around complex ideas and using too many big words. Although you could be trying to find truth, you can appear more cavalier in your approach than you realize. There's no need to change what you are doing as long as you are sensitive to the reactions of those around you.
Ahaha, so true tho. Anyways, happy anniversary Dork. Totally forgot and I apologize about that. xDD
It's always gonna be forever. (:
10 months and still going strong. ;D
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Stressing
*sigh* Falling in and out of love is getting old. =/
I'm going through the process all OVER again and it's stressing me out, not just that, but my parents are annoying me again.
I just want to stay neutral in EVERYTHING cause I don't know no more.
This happens and then another thing happens, but it never goes the way you wanted it to. You just lead yourself to disappointment. =(
Liking someone is an easy thing to do. You get to know each other, talk more, get closer, call each other, and other things. Then it leads to someone liking another, but the other one just thinks of them as a friend.
I mean I think it's the person that thinks that you're just friends fault because you got the other person's hopes up. Tell them ahead of time or something so the other person can do whatever they need to do to avoid getting hurt.
It's happened to me WAYY to many times and it's happening again. I mean I haven't told the guy I like him, but I'm thinking about telling him tomorrow. Thanks to my Dork tho for giving me advice and helping me out through the situation. But yeahh, I don't care if he doesn't like me back, I just want to tell him before he leaves.
I'll just say everything is okay and put a smile on my face. Who cares if it's a fake smile at least I'm not showing my weak side.
Anyways, everytime I start school my parents ALWAYS jump to a conclusion that I'm only going to school for guys. And that I'm not learning shiett, they always threaten me that they're gonna take me out of school and start homeschooling me. I mean it ALMOST happened in middle school, but I ain't even done shitt yet.
I just can't take guy problems and family problems all together. It just ruins my day and my life.
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I'm just getting so much stress and I can't handle it. I don't have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things except my Dork. It seems like she's the only one there for me nowadays. And I thank her for that. But I don't know, I don't really want to dump my problems on her since she has her own and I'm kinda helping her. I just want to forget MY problems so that I can help her.
But I don't know, well I'm gonna blog lates.
I'm going through the process all OVER again and it's stressing me out, not just that, but my parents are annoying me again.
I just want to stay neutral in EVERYTHING cause I don't know no more.
This happens and then another thing happens, but it never goes the way you wanted it to. You just lead yourself to disappointment. =(
Liking someone is an easy thing to do. You get to know each other, talk more, get closer, call each other, and other things. Then it leads to someone liking another, but the other one just thinks of them as a friend.
I mean I think it's the person that thinks that you're just friends fault because you got the other person's hopes up. Tell them ahead of time or something so the other person can do whatever they need to do to avoid getting hurt.
It's happened to me WAYY to many times and it's happening again. I mean I haven't told the guy I like him, but I'm thinking about telling him tomorrow. Thanks to my Dork tho for giving me advice and helping me out through the situation. But yeahh, I don't care if he doesn't like me back, I just want to tell him before he leaves.
I'll just say everything is okay and put a smile on my face. Who cares if it's a fake smile at least I'm not showing my weak side.
Anyways, everytime I start school my parents ALWAYS jump to a conclusion that I'm only going to school for guys. And that I'm not learning shiett, they always threaten me that they're gonna take me out of school and start homeschooling me. I mean it ALMOST happened in middle school, but I ain't even done shitt yet.
I just can't take guy problems and family problems all together. It just ruins my day and my life.
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I'm just getting so much stress and I can't handle it. I don't have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things except my Dork. It seems like she's the only one there for me nowadays. And I thank her for that. But I don't know, I don't really want to dump my problems on her since she has her own and I'm kinda helping her. I just want to forget MY problems so that I can help her.
But I don't know, well I'm gonna blog lates.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Happy Birthday Mommy! (:
Just want to congratulate my mom on her something birthday. Lol, I don't know how old she is. xDD
I'm so nice, I know. ;D Anyways, I'll try to be the best daughter I can be towards you even though I snap at you at TIMES. (:
Anyways, I just hope you live your life to the fullest and have no drama in the way cause I know right now something is happening in the Philippines and you're getting dragged into it.
Don't worry about the problem because everything is gonna figure itself out someday or one of these days, you never know.
Uhh, that's pretty much it. I love you. :D Hehe.
I'm gonna blog lates.
I'm so nice, I know. ;D Anyways, I'll try to be the best daughter I can be towards you even though I snap at you at TIMES. (:
Anyways, I just hope you live your life to the fullest and have no drama in the way cause I know right now something is happening in the Philippines and you're getting dragged into it.
Don't worry about the problem because everything is gonna figure itself out someday or one of these days, you never know.
Uhh, that's pretty much it. I love you. :D Hehe.
I'm gonna blog lates.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Taking Things Slow
I admit, I'm starting to fall in love with you again. One step at a time, my feelings are going back to the way they were when we went out a year ago.
You said that you're interested in me still and that you don't want any other girl but me, but you don't want anything to serious.
You said that you're not in love with me just yet, but you just want to leave it at where we both know our feelings for one another.
I'm fine with that too, but when are you gonna want to take another step at this "relationship".
I'll wait and stuff, but how long am I gonna be able to? I'm not very patient as some people know. xDD
Even though we went out last year, I still can't get you out of my head and you can't get me out of yours. I wonder why we're so attached to one another. Lol, but I really do want another shot at this for both of us. (:
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
You said that you're interested in me still and that you don't want any other girl but me, but you don't want anything to serious.
You said that you're not in love with me just yet, but you just want to leave it at where we both know our feelings for one another.
I'm fine with that too, but when are you gonna want to take another step at this "relationship".
I'll wait and stuff, but how long am I gonna be able to? I'm not very patient as some people know. xDD
Even though we went out last year, I still can't get you out of my head and you can't get me out of yours. I wonder why we're so attached to one another. Lol, but I really do want another shot at this for both of us. (:
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Reminiscing
Awh, my older sister is leaving tomorrow for college.
We got hella close during the summer and now I'm gonna see her leave. I swear I'm gonna cry my eyes out for the first couple of days.
I've already started thinking back on those days when she treated me out to eat and shit like that.
I'm gonna miss those days. I mean I hated her at some days, but at times she was just there hella cracking me up and seeing her go, hella makes me want to take back all those things I said to her.
I need to spend as much time with her until she has to leave. I might help her pack and talk to her about some things.
Ugh, I hate seeing family members leave. The crappy thing is that I don't know if she's gonna come back to Sac or if she's gonna stay in LA with my brother.
I guess I can still talk to her on aim or something, but it's not gonna be the same no more.
No one's gonna be there to drop me off at places no more. Gonna have to get used to walking.
*sigh* I guess it's better for me to see her off with a smile instead of crying my ass off. LMAO.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.
We got hella close during the summer and now I'm gonna see her leave. I swear I'm gonna cry my eyes out for the first couple of days.
I've already started thinking back on those days when she treated me out to eat and shit like that.
I'm gonna miss those days. I mean I hated her at some days, but at times she was just there hella cracking me up and seeing her go, hella makes me want to take back all those things I said to her.
I need to spend as much time with her until she has to leave. I might help her pack and talk to her about some things.
Ugh, I hate seeing family members leave. The crappy thing is that I don't know if she's gonna come back to Sac or if she's gonna stay in LA with my brother.
I guess I can still talk to her on aim or something, but it's not gonna be the same no more.
No one's gonna be there to drop me off at places no more. Gonna have to get used to walking.
*sigh* I guess it's better for me to see her off with a smile instead of crying my ass off. LMAO.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.
THE Bet
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:15:59 PM) : Yawp
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:15:59 PM) : He actually made me smile last night
NerdxBaybe (8:16:04 PM) : awh
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:05 PM) : LOls !
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:06 PM) : LMAO
NerdxBaybe (8:16:13 PM) : you guys needa go out again
NerdxBaybe (8:16:14 PM) : freal tho
NerdxBaybe (8:16:19 PM) : he still likes you...
NerdxBaybe (8:16:23 PM) : bet you anythang
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:31 PM) : Psh, like that would ever happen
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:32 PM) : IF
NerdxBaybe (8:16:36 PM) : WILL
NerdxBaybe (8:16:37 PM) : (:
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:45 PM) : I bet you he doesnt
NerdxBaybe (8:16:50 PM) : *sigh*
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:53 PM) : Lets bet ;
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:53 PM) : LMAO
NerdxBaybe (8:16:57 PM) : anyways, i just read your comment
NerdxBaybe (8:16:59 PM) : on my blog
NerdxBaybe (8:17:01 PM) : on the dork thing
NerdxBaybe (8:17:07 PM) : but yeah, i have a way of making people smile
NerdxBaybe (8:17:08 PM) : (:
NerdxBaybe (8:17:10 PM) : in nasty ways
NerdxBaybe (8:17:11 PM) : LMAO
NerdxBaybe (8:17:15 PM) : but yeah, lets bet!
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:20 PM) : Lols
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:22 PM) : xD
NerdxBaybe (8:17:22 PM) : O=<
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM) : you just read it xD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM) : OKAY
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM) : xD
NerdxBaybe (8:17:41 PM) : yeahh
NerdxBaybe (8:17:41 PM) : lol
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : LOls
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : Lets bet !
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : Okay then lets go xD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : Hm ..
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : What do you want to bet on ? xD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : IF he likes me ,
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM) : What do I have to do ?
NerdxBaybe (8:17:51 PM) : so, what you wanna bet?
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:54 PM) : xD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:59 PM) : Hm ..
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:08 PM) : I have to do something for you ?
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:08 PM) : xD
NerdxBaybe (8:18:14 PM) : yeah(:
NerdxBaybe (8:18:19 PM) : and i do something for you(:
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:35 PM) : Mmkays
NerdxBaybe (8:18:45 PM) : but what?
NerdxBaybe (8:18:47 PM) : LMAO
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:57 PM) : Its official, we bet ;D
NerdxBaybe (8:19:28 PM) : yawp
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:44 PM) : As of 0918090813PM we bet on IF Josh likes me, I have to do something for you, IF he doesn't, you have to do something for me.
NerdxBaybe (8:19:44 PM) : read my status
NerdxBaybe (8:19:54 PM) : okayy
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:55 PM) : *09
NerdxBaybe (8:19:56 PM) : (:
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:56 PM) : xD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:06 PM) : LMAO
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:06 PM) : XD
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:08 PM) : Pshaw, imma win
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:09 PM) : Watch
NerdxBaybe (8:20:24 PM) : so what do you want me to do?
NerdxBaybe (8:20:29 PM) : imma win
NerdxBaybe (8:20:31 PM) : ;D
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:50 PM) : We'll figure that out when I [ME] WINS ;D
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:56 PM) : Pshaw, imma win NERD
NerdxBaybe (8:21:13 PM) : Psh, when I win
NerdxBaybe (8:21:15 PM) : DORK
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:21:16 PM) : Imma put this on blogspot xD
NerdxBaybe (8:21:20 PM) : me too
NerdxBaybe (8:21:21 PM) : hehe
NerdxBaybe (8:21:22 PM) : (:
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:21:28 PM) : LOls
NerdxBaybe (8:22:08 PM) : Pstttt, AJ!!!
NerdxBaybe (8:22:12 PM) : Guess what?
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:22:43 PM) : at ?
NerdxBaybe (8:22:46 PM) : at?
NerdxBaybe (8:22:47 PM) : LMAO
AnnjeanetteLynne (8:22:47 PM) : **What?
NerdxBaybe (8:22:53 PM) : I'm gonna win
NerdxBaybe (8:22:54 PM) : ;D
NerdxBaybe (8:22:55 PM) : LMAO
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'Cause I'm gonna win this bet and make them fall in love again. (:
Hopefully it'll work tho. Wish me luck tho. xDD
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'Cause I'm gonna win this bet and make them fall in love again. (:
Hopefully it'll work tho. Wish me luck tho. xDD
Today And This Week
Awh, I got to see my F.A.S. and hung out with Brenda. Lol.
But before we hung out with my fabulous mainss, I kicked it with my sister's boyfriend, chester, and christian. I swear, I think I'm falling in love with someone. >_<
He doesn't know tho. xDD Lmao.
Christian is hella mean! D: He took my ID card and won't give it back so he gave me his instead. xDD
But it's all cool... I think. xDD
Anyways, my feet hella hurt after I got home. Oh shiett, while I was kicking it tho, I saw my ex and I really wanted to hug him again. DD:
W/e, I saw hella EHMS people tho and especially my lovely FAS. (:
I really hope I can kick it with them again, but yeah.
OMFG, the only thing that ruined my mood was from what I heard from my sister, what this one dude said. I was all like, "you dick." -_- I hate his ass now.
Anyways, made a new word with my Dork. "Worner" est. 091809. I was typing corner but instead I wrote that word. xDD
Anyways, this week was okay for me. I got REALLY close to Chester and Christian. Lol.
They always make my day even if they wanna rape me. -_- LMAO
My classes are getting gheyy by each day, but I can handle it. I'm a lot more busier now which is frustrating since I barely have spare time, but w/e.
I had complications here and there, but I guess their all fixed now. I think.
But yeah, I really need to catch up on my blogs. xDD Update everyday or somes.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
But before we hung out with my fabulous mainss, I kicked it with my sister's boyfriend, chester, and christian. I swear, I think I'm falling in love with someone. >_<
He doesn't know tho. xDD Lmao.
Christian is hella mean! D: He took my ID card and won't give it back so he gave me his instead. xDD
But it's all cool... I think. xDD
Anyways, my feet hella hurt after I got home. Oh shiett, while I was kicking it tho, I saw my ex and I really wanted to hug him again. DD:
W/e, I saw hella EHMS people tho and especially my lovely FAS. (:
I really hope I can kick it with them again, but yeah.
OMFG, the only thing that ruined my mood was from what I heard from my sister, what this one dude said. I was all like, "you dick." -_- I hate his ass now.
Anyways, made a new word with my Dork. "Worner" est. 091809. I was typing corner but instead I wrote that word. xDD
Anyways, this week was okay for me. I got REALLY close to Chester and Christian. Lol.
They always make my day even if they wanna rape me. -_- LMAO
My classes are getting gheyy by each day, but I can handle it. I'm a lot more busier now which is frustrating since I barely have spare time, but w/e.
I had complications here and there, but I guess their all fixed now. I think.
But yeah, I really need to catch up on my blogs. xDD Update everyday or somes.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Dork
Okay this is gonna basically focus on my Dork. I don't know if I can help you, but I can be there to support you. I've been knowing you since 7th grade, but we didn't really connect until like 8th grade.
Yes, I know there was some bumpy ass roads. We helped each other through relationships and comforted each other when they ended shitty. (You mostly comforted me on that, thanks btw.)
Okay, I know your going through hella shit and I am too. I think EVERYONE is. I know that you have other people to talk to nowadays so you only tell me a little bit of the things you go through.
All I'm saying is that I'm seriously gonna be one phone call or one message away from helping you.
I know that HE'S giving you a hard ass time, but hold on to him. I've been saying that for a while now. Maybe I haven't told you, but still.
After the break up and everything, you still wanted to be with him. Yeah, I know how you feel cause that happened to me too and you know that.
But if he's still gonna be REALLY slow about this, I would have given up on his ass, but no, cause you and him WERE meant to be and you still are.
Fuck what others think and fuck the other girls he's calling the MOST beautiful. Cause after he dumped your pretty self, his version of beautiful got fucking ugly.
"im just busy that all yeah i dont want to talk you because i dont want hurt you and all i just want to be left alone in a nice way ill just message you or comment you when im not busy im not trying to be mean im just saying im just busy know days because of school trying to stay on task i want to pass im serious about my school work"
Why couldn't you fucking be serious about school in the first place? And I'm pretty sure that you REALLY aren't all that focused since you doing THAT shit.
And, you not talking to her is making it a whole lot worse, you dumbass. I swear when you got to the Philippines, you got a WHOLE lot stupider cause I expected more from you. WE expected more from you and now your gonna give us "I'm serious" shit.
You're even hurting my lito sister with the whole act your putting on. I swear if the F.A.S. can go to the Philippines right now, we would drag your ass back over here. We already wanna do it, but instead of bringing you back over here, we wanna kick your fucking ass. Cause your making stupid decisions that are probably gonna haunt your damn life.
"im sorry if i cause alot for you ate everybody i just cant control my self good news i gave it up weed i gave it up but im just sorry for all problem i made"
I REALLY hope you did quit, but if you did wouldn't you be back here already. Everytime you got our hopes up saying you would come back in one month, but that never happened. Stop saying things that you know you won't keep.
Dork, all I'm saying is that if you want you and him to work out, you gotta get through to him. I know you've been trying to do that and I know its hard for you, but just keep trying.
I know things aren't going right for you like the school thing, but seriously don't go to Laguna.
Yeah, you might not have a say in it, but just HOPE that you can come to another school. I don't even understand why Laguna would be an option either.
I don't even know and I know I should be worrying about MY problem right now, but I think your's has been going on long enough. From now on, I'll help you with all the changes even though I wasn't there for you, I REALLY don't wanna fade though.
Cause I know that WE will ALWAYS be AAF(:
Yes, I know there was some bumpy ass roads. We helped each other through relationships and comforted each other when they ended shitty. (You mostly comforted me on that, thanks btw.)
Okay, I know your going through hella shit and I am too. I think EVERYONE is. I know that you have other people to talk to nowadays so you only tell me a little bit of the things you go through.
All I'm saying is that I'm seriously gonna be one phone call or one message away from helping you.
I know that HE'S giving you a hard ass time, but hold on to him. I've been saying that for a while now. Maybe I haven't told you, but still.
After the break up and everything, you still wanted to be with him. Yeah, I know how you feel cause that happened to me too and you know that.
But if he's still gonna be REALLY slow about this, I would have given up on his ass, but no, cause you and him WERE meant to be and you still are.
Fuck what others think and fuck the other girls he's calling the MOST beautiful. Cause after he dumped your pretty self, his version of beautiful got fucking ugly.
"im just busy that all yeah i dont want to talk you because i dont want hurt you and all i just want to be left alone in a nice way ill just message you or comment you when im not busy im not trying to be mean im just saying im just busy know days because of school trying to stay on task i want to pass im serious about my school work"
Why couldn't you fucking be serious about school in the first place? And I'm pretty sure that you REALLY aren't all that focused since you doing THAT shit.
And, you not talking to her is making it a whole lot worse, you dumbass. I swear when you got to the Philippines, you got a WHOLE lot stupider cause I expected more from you. WE expected more from you and now your gonna give us "I'm serious" shit.
You're even hurting my lito sister with the whole act your putting on. I swear if the F.A.S. can go to the Philippines right now, we would drag your ass back over here. We already wanna do it, but instead of bringing you back over here, we wanna kick your fucking ass. Cause your making stupid decisions that are probably gonna haunt your damn life.
"im sorry if i cause alot for you ate everybody i just cant control my self good news i gave it up weed i gave it up but im just sorry for all problem i made"
I REALLY hope you did quit, but if you did wouldn't you be back here already. Everytime you got our hopes up saying you would come back in one month, but that never happened. Stop saying things that you know you won't keep.
Dork, all I'm saying is that if you want you and him to work out, you gotta get through to him. I know you've been trying to do that and I know its hard for you, but just keep trying.
I know things aren't going right for you like the school thing, but seriously don't go to Laguna.
Yeah, you might not have a say in it, but just HOPE that you can come to another school. I don't even understand why Laguna would be an option either.
I don't even know and I know I should be worrying about MY problem right now, but I think your's has been going on long enough. From now on, I'll help you with all the changes even though I wasn't there for you, I REALLY don't wanna fade though.
Cause I know that WE will ALWAYS be AAF(:
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Happy 1 Month
Totally forgot to blog yesterday, but Happy 1 Month Anniversary. (:
Cookies and Cream; Est.080509 <3
I wanted to hang out with him yesterday, but he had to do something with his cousin. I forgot what it was, but he told me. =D
I still have to kick it with him tho since he goes to MTHS and I go to FHS. We barely see each other anymore. xDD I miss those middle school days. Ahaha.
He always puts a smile on my face when I'm bored and stuff like that. I mean other people do that too, but I don't know what makes his different.
I don't like him or anything. It's not gonna get that far 'cause I know that it ain't gonna work out and I don't wanna risk our friendship. :D
I've known him since 7th grade, but didn't really talk to him until 8th grade when him and my lito sister went out. xDD
Those were good times for me, but not for them. xDD Lol.
I'll try to visit him or somes or go to his house one of these days. Give him a surprise. (; Lol.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Cookies and Cream; Est.080509 <3
I wanted to hang out with him yesterday, but he had to do something with his cousin. I forgot what it was, but he told me. =D
I still have to kick it with him tho since he goes to MTHS and I go to FHS. We barely see each other anymore. xDD I miss those middle school days. Ahaha.
He always puts a smile on my face when I'm bored and stuff like that. I mean other people do that too, but I don't know what makes his different.
I don't like him or anything. It's not gonna get that far 'cause I know that it ain't gonna work out and I don't wanna risk our friendship. :D
I've known him since 7th grade, but didn't really talk to him until 8th grade when him and my lito sister went out. xDD
Those were good times for me, but not for them. xDD Lol.
I'll try to visit him or somes or go to his house one of these days. Give him a surprise. (; Lol.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Letting It All Out
My day was fucking horrible.
Went to my aunt's house and everything was fine. Got to talk with the family and watched movies with them and all that good stuff.
We stayed there for about 3-4 hours, but I didn't really keep track. I think it was around there. xD
Anyways, when we were getting home my parents start talking to me and shit and they're saying bad things about me in Tagalog. Like I wouldn't know what they're fucking saying, I'm fucking Filipino, you fucking idiots. I swear I wanted to go off on them right then and there. -_-
Once we got home they stopped talking, but I was still hella mad. I totally forgot about my homework at my Aunt's place and I asked if I could go back and they're all like "Why don't you think for once?"
I was about to fucking smack a bitch, I swear. Now I have to wait until tomorrow and I ain't even done with the shit yet. Plus my Aunt is gonna go gambling so she might not be home until the next fucking day. >_<
Yeah I know I'm cussing a lot, but I just wanna vent right now since I can't do it on anything or anyone else.
Then my sisters aren't evening helping the situation either. Fucking bitches, just cause they're liked more doesn't mean they can be stuck up fags. -_-
Whatever, hopefully tomorrow is gonna be a good day since they're gonna take me shopping. Hopefully. xD
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Went to my aunt's house and everything was fine. Got to talk with the family and watched movies with them and all that good stuff.
We stayed there for about 3-4 hours, but I didn't really keep track. I think it was around there. xD
Anyways, when we were getting home my parents start talking to me and shit and they're saying bad things about me in Tagalog. Like I wouldn't know what they're fucking saying, I'm fucking Filipino, you fucking idiots. I swear I wanted to go off on them right then and there. -_-
Once we got home they stopped talking, but I was still hella mad. I totally forgot about my homework at my Aunt's place and I asked if I could go back and they're all like "Why don't you think for once?"
I was about to fucking smack a bitch, I swear. Now I have to wait until tomorrow and I ain't even done with the shit yet. Plus my Aunt is gonna go gambling so she might not be home until the next fucking day. >_<
Yeah I know I'm cussing a lot, but I just wanna vent right now since I can't do it on anything or anyone else.
Then my sisters aren't evening helping the situation either. Fucking bitches, just cause they're liked more doesn't mean they can be stuck up fags. -_-
Whatever, hopefully tomorrow is gonna be a good day since they're gonna take me shopping. Hopefully. xD
Well I'm gonna blog lates.
Friday, September 4, 2009
He KNOWS How To Make Me Smile (:
[22:35] NerdxBaybe: it's hot in my house
[22:35] NerdxBaybe: DDD:
[22:35] ninjaboyfa: of cource cuz ur there
lol XD
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: LMAO
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: i know right
Ahaha, he hella made me smile though. (: 2 more hours until our one month for Cookies and Cream. ;D
Aww, I wanna kick it with him though, but nooo he just has to play poker with his cousin. xDD I think it's his cousin. LMAO. W/e, have fun without me. :D
[22:35] NerdxBaybe: DDD:
[22:35] ninjaboyfa: of cource cuz ur there
lol XD
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: LMAO
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: i know right
Ahaha, he hella made me smile though. (: 2 more hours until our one month for Cookies and Cream. ;D
Aww, I wanna kick it with him though, but nooo he just has to play poker with his cousin. xDD I think it's his cousin. LMAO. W/e, have fun without me. :D
This Week
Third week of school is done and over with. (:
Too many things happened at the same time that I couldn't keep up. xDD
Made new friends here and there and met guys, but I don't know. Ahaha, hopefully a special someone comes into my life, but I'm not gonna have my hopes up for it.
My grades have been fine, all A's except Science. Fawking gheyy class tho. LMAO. (:
Tuesday was gheyy at PE. Something happened in the lockers so everyone wasn't able to change into their clothes so everyone that had PE in fourth period had to wear the PE clothes for lunch and sixth period. I was all like "Wtf?!" Ahaha, I looked weird. DDD:
Well my lito sister got asked out by Kai. Hopefully they can maintain the relationship. Their too freakin' shy. xDD They should learn something from me. ;D LMAO, jp. (:
Uhh hate my classes. Their too boring. I should've signed up for some honor classes, but oh well.
My love life right now is kinda complicated. It always has been and always will be. ;D I'm kinda having a hard decision on which guy I should pick. xDD I need to get to know both of them more, even though I kinda know one guy more than the other. Haha, but it'll work out, hopefully.
Well I learned that my Dork is moving near Valley. DDD: I think I kinda jinxed it too cause she found a house near where I live and I said that they shouldn't get there hopes up cause another family might get it and then that's when we heard that she got the house near Valley. I was hella shocked tho. I don't wanna let her go to a bad ass school and it's too far from my damn house. I won't be able to walk over to her house no more. Fawking bank people. O=< Ahaha, JP.
I haven't really been uploading pics to my Everydayy album on myspace since I'm freakin' busy 24/7 and people won't let me on the computer. *Ahem* xDD
Well, since it's a three day weekend, I'll have plenty of time to take as many pictures as I want. (:
Uhh I think on Monday I'm gonna go to San Jose to meet my cousins and get updated with them. I haven't gone to their place since I was in like fourth or fifth grade. I forgot. xDD
Ohh yeahh, having an anniversary coming up for Cookies and Cream. (: 'Cause I love my cream and we're always gonna stick together. ;D Ahaha, but yeahh.
Hmm, been getting along with my family just fine. Sorta. =p
Been thinking of cutting my hair short, but I really don't know if I can pull it off, so I think I'm just gonna keep it long. I really wanna cut my bangs though. Their too freakin' long. DDD:
But I don't that my mom would take me since it's just my bangs. xDD You know asian parents. Ahaha.
Well I'm gonna blog lates. (=
Too many things happened at the same time that I couldn't keep up. xDD
Made new friends here and there and met guys, but I don't know. Ahaha, hopefully a special someone comes into my life, but I'm not gonna have my hopes up for it.
My grades have been fine, all A's except Science. Fawking gheyy class tho. LMAO. (:
Tuesday was gheyy at PE. Something happened in the lockers so everyone wasn't able to change into their clothes so everyone that had PE in fourth period had to wear the PE clothes for lunch and sixth period. I was all like "Wtf?!" Ahaha, I looked weird. DDD:
Well my lito sister got asked out by Kai. Hopefully they can maintain the relationship. Their too freakin' shy. xDD They should learn something from me. ;D LMAO, jp. (:
Uhh hate my classes. Their too boring. I should've signed up for some honor classes, but oh well.
My love life right now is kinda complicated. It always has been and always will be. ;D I'm kinda having a hard decision on which guy I should pick. xDD I need to get to know both of them more, even though I kinda know one guy more than the other. Haha, but it'll work out, hopefully.
Well I learned that my Dork is moving near Valley. DDD: I think I kinda jinxed it too cause she found a house near where I live and I said that they shouldn't get there hopes up cause another family might get it and then that's when we heard that she got the house near Valley. I was hella shocked tho. I don't wanna let her go to a bad ass school and it's too far from my damn house. I won't be able to walk over to her house no more. Fawking bank people. O=< Ahaha, JP.
I haven't really been uploading pics to my Everydayy album on myspace since I'm freakin' busy 24/7 and people won't let me on the computer. *Ahem* xDD
Well, since it's a three day weekend, I'll have plenty of time to take as many pictures as I want. (:
Uhh I think on Monday I'm gonna go to San Jose to meet my cousins and get updated with them. I haven't gone to their place since I was in like fourth or fifth grade. I forgot. xDD
Ohh yeahh, having an anniversary coming up for Cookies and Cream. (: 'Cause I love my cream and we're always gonna stick together. ;D Ahaha, but yeahh.
Hmm, been getting along with my family just fine. Sorta. =p
Been thinking of cutting my hair short, but I really don't know if I can pull it off, so I think I'm just gonna keep it long. I really wanna cut my bangs though. Their too freakin' long. DDD:
But I don't that my mom would take me since it's just my bangs. xDD You know asian parents. Ahaha.
Well I'm gonna blog lates. (=
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Bored
Just here in Computer Technology, couple more minutes left. xDD
At the end of this week I'm gonna blog and update you guys on a couple of things so this is just a heads up. (:
Well I'm bored. Someone entertain me. D: Ahaha, but yeah. One more period to go and then I can go home. xDD
Gosh, I have so MANY things happening to me right now, especially with the guys. -_- I can't keep up with it all. Lmao.
Then my lito sister is gonna get asked out anytime soon. Congrats on that. (: But stop being shy! >_<
Well I'll blog lates and get you updated lates. Hehe. Btw, I think I have an anniversary coming up, but I need to check. Ahaha. I'm sooo slowww. (=
At the end of this week I'm gonna blog and update you guys on a couple of things so this is just a heads up. (:
Well I'm bored. Someone entertain me. D: Ahaha, but yeah. One more period to go and then I can go home. xDD
Gosh, I have so MANY things happening to me right now, especially with the guys. -_- I can't keep up with it all. Lmao.
Then my lito sister is gonna get asked out anytime soon. Congrats on that. (: But stop being shy! >_<
Well I'll blog lates and get you updated lates. Hehe. Btw, I think I have an anniversary coming up, but I need to check. Ahaha. I'm sooo slowww. (=
