Reminiscing

Awh, my older sister is leaving tomorrow for college.
We got hella close during the summer and now I'm gonna see her leave. I swear I'm gonna cry my eyes out for the first couple of days.
I've already started thinking back on those days when she treated me out to eat and shit like that.
I'm gonna miss those days. I mean I hated her at some days, but at times she was just there hella cracking me up and seeing her go, hella makes me want to take back all those things I said to her.
I need to spend as much time with her until she has to leave. I might help her pack and talk to her about some things.
Ugh, I hate seeing family members leave. The crappy thing is that I don't know if she's gonna come back to Sac or if she's gonna stay in LA with my brother.
I guess I can still talk to her on aim or something, but it's not gonna be the same no more.
No one's gonna be there to drop me off at places no more. Gonna have to get used to walking.
*sigh* I guess it's better for me to see her off with a smile instead of crying my ass off. LMAO.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.