Stressing

*sigh* Falling in and out of love is getting old. =/
I'm going through the process all OVER again and it's stressing me out, not just that, but my parents are annoying me again.
I just want to stay neutral in EVERYTHING cause I don't know no more.
This happens and then another thing happens, but it never goes the way you wanted it to. You just lead yourself to disappointment. =(
Liking someone is an easy thing to do. You get to know each other, talk more, get closer, call each other, and other things. Then it leads to someone liking another, but the other one just thinks of them as a friend.
I mean I think it's the person that thinks that you're just friends fault because you got the other person's hopes up. Tell them ahead of time or something so the other person can do whatever they need to do to avoid getting hurt.
It's happened to me WAYY to many times and it's happening again. I mean I haven't told the guy I like him, but I'm thinking about telling him tomorrow. Thanks to my Dork tho for giving me advice and helping me out through the situation. But yeahh, I don't care if he doesn't like me back, I just want to tell him before he leaves.
I'll just say everything is okay and put a smile on my face. Who cares if it's a fake smile at least I'm not showing my weak side.
Anyways, everytime I start school my parents ALWAYS jump to a conclusion that I'm only going to school for guys. And that I'm not learning shiett, they always threaten me that they're gonna take me out of school and start homeschooling me. I mean it ALMOST happened in middle school, but I ain't even done shitt yet.
I just can't take guy problems and family problems all together. It just ruins my day and my life.
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I'm just getting so much stress and I can't handle it. I don't have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things except my Dork. It seems like she's the only one there for me nowadays. And I thank her for that. But I don't know, I don't really want to dump my problems on her since she has her own and I'm kinda helping her. I just want to forget MY problems so that I can help her.
But I don't know, well I'm gonna blog lates.