'Cause I'm Hurting Again =/

Life isn't perfect and people shouldn't expect it to be since their just going to get let down.
The things that happen in life really do happen for a reason. If someone has fallen in love with you it can only mean that you guys WERE meant for each other or later on you'll see that it was always meant to end from the very beginning...
I don't know... just getting stressed more and more each day. Family problems are just making it worse. Getting confronted with the truth is too much to bear. I mean, yeah, its good to hear the REAL truth, but it hurts. =/
All I really want right now is for everything to end and let me finally just relax and just live my life peacefully. I mean I have a lot of people I can lean on, but my brother is right. Maybe I should try leaning on my family for ONCE. I always restrained myself from them and maybe I should just tell my parents everything. Maybe they won't understand the first time, but eventually they will... right?
Ugh, I need to go to the doctors soon. Need to check if anything is wrong with me, I'm hella scared tho. I HOPE I'm healthy, but you never know. *sigh* I have too much things going on and my lito sister is going through something too. I mean yeah, I'm gonna help her through it, but seriously? I mean I don't know, I just feel like everything is getting pressured on me, even though I know a lot of other people are going through hella shitt just like me. Whatever, SOMEHOW I'll deal.