Heartbreakers - Ne-Yo

'Cause it's hella true. *sigh* Been down that road before. xD

Love Moves In Mysterious Ways - Nina

'Cause I want this to play for my wedding song. (: LMAO.

Catching Up (:

Okay, I'm like a total fail. Haven't blogged in like forever and the only time I do, lots of things have already happened. LMAO.
Uhh...school is stressful as usual. Have to type up my papers for my honor and AP classes next year. YAY me. -_-
Family drama, not that much. All of us are getting along well actually, no yelling and other crap like that.
Definitely changed, lol. Well, no one really does stay the same, right? Anyways, I don't think it's a bad change? Idunno, it's up to my friends and other people that know me right?
Currently single and I'm probably gonna be single until like junior year. Need to concentrate on school and crap like that. And, I did have a crush on this one dude, but I guess that's done. Lmao. That's why I REALLY need to stop trying to go after filipino guys. LMAO. I mean they're not all that bad, but some are just cold. xDD I don't know how else to put it. They're a little bit not my type no more. (:
Living life to the fullest even though LOTS of stuff have revealed themselves to me. Lol. Lots of my old guy friends are just now confessing to me and I'm like "Oh, crap." Lol.
Let's see, Christmas was good. Got all the things that I wanted, thank god. (: Lmao. Getting along with my siblings, playing board games and crap like that. Pretty fun, lol.
Uhh...New Years is coming up. Just planning to spend time with the family. But then of course I'm busy this week since I'm trying to hang out with friends from MTHS. It's working out sorta well? I don't know.
I REALLY don't want school to come back. But it eventually has to right? Lol, damn. Been sleeping a lot over the break. But I guess that's a good thing since most of my break I looked like I was gonna pass out anytime soon. (According to my family) -_-
Haven't really been on the computer for a while. Busy with shopping and spending time with the family. Or you know, just napping. (:
I need to get my highlights soon. I really want to highlight my hair, but if I don't get it this year, I might just wait until I get a job so I can pay for it. xDD
I know I'm missing other things, but this is all I can think of. Lol, I might blog later, or maybe not? I don't know. Been busy with other things, like I said up there.

Randomness

Gosh, I haven't blogged in like forever.
Hmm... well anyways, lots of stuff has happened? Idunno.
Anyways, wow, I just noticed that I don't really have anything to put in here. Fudgeee -_-
So, uhh I have no clue what's up with my love life. Hmm...besides talking about that.
Let's see I MIGHT get highlights, I think I'm pretty close to having my mom say yes. I mean, what's the point, my hairs already dry so lets make it more dry? LMAO.
Oh, yeah, its thanksgiving, huh? Well Happy Thanksgiving? (:
Currently, listening to my cousins and siblings playing rock band. Hehe, entertaining?
School's so and so. Same old same old, never changing. Unless it comes to that....
My fawking goodness my arms are killing me. O:<
My brother took me and my sisters to the park to play volleyball and he was "training" us for next year. The next thing I know is that my arms are hella red and bruised up. And everyone seems to like touching it which is fawked. xDD
Hmm.... nothing really else to post, but yeah. (:

Awh, Fawk -_-

"I give up..."
It's seriously what I wanna say right now.
I backed myself up into a corner AGAIN and this time I have no clue how to get out of it.
*sigh* Hmm... I REALLY hate myself. xD
Nowadays, things just aren't working for me. I'm not even trying anymore, even though I really should.
Anyways, life has too many god damn choices. I mean, do they have to come one after another? Seriously? Give me a break.
I get hella tired these days that I feel like I can pass out any second. >_<
But yeah, I'm trying to talk my mom into letting her let me finish my 3 three years of high school at MTHS. Ahaha, I'm not running away "technically". W/e, maybe I'll think about it, but I don't know.
So much shit happening and its fawking ridiculous. All I do nowadays is think about how to solve the mess I got myself into.
UGH, I don't wanna anymore. Yeah, I whine a lot, but deal with it...shiett.
Anyways, lots of guys crushing on me. LMAO. But their mostly from MTHS and a couple at Florin, but yeah.
Uhh.... nothing's been really happening besides the whole "chester" thing, but yeahh. I think I can get through this. Hopefully . (:

By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North

Haven't blogged for a while.
So I guess I can blog about this song that's been on my mind for a while now...

Hacked (:

Dork was here:) I love you ! AAF right ? xD 1018090202. 'Cause im helluh cool though ;D Teehee.
My baby's helluh wack though >;D Your on crack 24/7 sweetie;) You rape me like every day and whenever you see me, your hand is always on my ass and harass me like fck ! But dayum, my real baby should be jealous cause you already had sex wit me lmfao [inside joke]. Oh yeah, one more thing, you have no ass :D Aha !

Ahaha, What A Fag, But Made My Day (:

[21:53] nerdxbaybe: so, how was your day?
[21:53] Derrick: tedius, long
[21:53] nerdxbaybe: uh huh
[21:53] nerdxbaybe: lol
[21:54] Derrick: boring, until i hopped on aim
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: ahaha, i see
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: what made it interesting?
[21:54] Derrick: you logged on
[21:54] Derrick:
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: lmao, ohh
[21:54] nerdxbaybe: I make everything interesting tho (:
[21:55] Derrick: i know right
[21:56] Derrick: probbablly make people want to watch paint dry
[21:56] Derrick: because i will be watching it with you ;D
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: LMAO
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: awh,
[21:56] nerdxbaybe: (:
[21:56] Derrick: it'l be in the shape of a heart
[21:56] Derrick:
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: AWH,
[21:57] Derrick: with a sillhouette of our heads
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: LMAO,
[21:57] nerdxbaybe: nice (:
[21:58] Derrick: i can be romantic when i want to be
[21:58] Derrick: and you make me want to be
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: ahaha, you sure can tho
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: ;D
[21:59] Derrick: hey you know who i think is HELLA cute though
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: who?
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: O.o
[21:59] Derrick: you
[21:59] Derrick: xD
[21:59] Derrick: gtg
[21:59] Derrick: night
[21:59] nerdxbaybe: bye bye
----------------------------------------
Haha, made my day, freal tho (:
Stupid fag had to sign off on me though D:

Damn >:O

I might not be able to blog for a while since my older sister is coming home tomorrow. -_-
It's gonna be a pain yet again. She's gonna be complaining how she shouldn't have done this and that and then I'm just gonna have to say "yeah". xDD
Just trying to download as much as I can before Sunday comes. D: But they're going so SLOWWW. Well at least it's downloading, I guess.
But I'm not sure what time she's gonna actually arrive here so whatever.
Ugh, tomorrow I have to see him. =/ It's just gonna make me think and make me start hating on the decision I made. Shiett, I hate this. Lmao.
Oh, well I guess I can bare to see him every Sunday. Hmm... or maybe not, idunno.

Hindi Ko Kaya - Josh Santana

'Cause I can relate. >_<

I'm Sorry =/

All the things I said and all the promises I made to you. I'm sorry for everything. I didn't keep my word and now I finally realize, I DO regret it. I know that regretting something that's been done isn't gonna help, but at least let me explain. =/
You're not even giving me a chance. I know we were supposed to wait on each other, but I didn't. Yeah, I know this is the third time I've hurt you, but I'm sorry. Now that I think about it, I don't even think "I'm sorry" is gonna make a difference.
*sigh* I made a mistake and now I have to live with it, but when I'm with him, why do I think of you instead? =(
He already knows that I like you a little bit, but is it really a little bit? or is it like before? Everytime something goes wrong between us we end it between each other, but we always go back to each other.
I don't even know if you're gonna forgive me again. Maybe that was my last chance. If I had a chance, I think I would go back in time and fix things with you. I don't know anymore, I just wanna talk to you again and just tell each other how we feel. Even if its bad or good at least I'm hearing what you gotta say.
Reminiscing isn't gonna help me cause I know I can't have those days back when you and me were called a pair. D: But it's the only thing I can do so that I can keep my sanity. *sigh* I miss you and I know we see each other at church, but even then you ignore me and I pretend not to even notice.
Should I move on? or should I keep having these feelings that are gonna eventually get stronger? I don't know. All I know is that the silence between us right now isn't helping me. )=
I don't wanna say good-bye. I've already said it before, but I don't wanna say it again. I think I...

Imposible - KC Concepcion (=

I couldn't fine the translations and I would translate it, but I only know some parts. xDD

Gheyy O=<

Haha, I forgot to blog about the bet thing.
Well I lost. D: Even though there were some clues and hints, they didn't even lead to anything. >_<
But I guess it's fine since she found a new guy. I just hope that she's happy with this dude.
I haven't met him so I don't know what he's like, but from what I hear I guess I'm gonna be okay.
Now that I lost the bet, I don't know what she's gonna make me do. DD: It better not be hard though cause I'm not gonna do it. >:D
But she did say that she MIGHT make it easy, but you never know. Lmao.
Anyways, I'm hella bored tho. Nothing to do, just getting ready for school. I'm tired too, shiett.
I woke up at like 5 something just to take a shower AND not with my door open. xDD (Inside joke with Aj <--- the guy =))
Anyways, I guess that's it.

Did It Mean Anything - Ickest

Updating (:

Hmm... haven't blogged for a while so I'm just getting this thing updated with what's happened and crap like that.
Uhh, school's fine. My grades aren't going so well. Stupid comp. tech. Shiett, ruining my 4.0 GPA. xD Buh, at least it doesn't count so its fine. (:
Anyways, still going out with that one guy. Lmao. But I have no clue where this relationship is going, I mean things have happened. I thought a lot about some stuff and I'm doubting? Idunno, maybe I'm just going back to my old self again. Fawk, O=<
Let's see, getting yelled at my parents is the same old same old. So yeah, but I guess it is MY fault since I talk back. LMAO. >:D
Well, my sister is coming back from UC Irvine since she doesn't like it over there, but it only means that she's gonna graduate late. She's a retard, but it's fine. I mean I got adjusted to her not being in the house anymore, but I guess I have to get used to another person yelling at me. D:
My Dork has a boyfriend, but I haven't met him yet. So idunno. I need to see if he's gonna be the one that can help her through some tough times. (: Blahh, I wanna go to MTHS now. Even though Florins fine and everything, its just that I miss stuff that Florin doesn't have. )=
Then there's my ex boyfriend who's freakin' ignoring me. D: I need to confront him though. I mean I feel bad enough going out with a guy when I said that I was gonna wait for him. -_- I'm stupid, but I guess I have to live with my decision. xD
Been getting tired a lot easier now. Maybe I'm getting stressed with all the shiett thats getting piled on top of my life. I need a break, freal tho. I got some gheyy ass people in my life. >_<
But yeah, getting annoyed here and there especially by this one person. Well at least I can vent out my feelings on other things besides that person. LMAO.
*sigh* I'm so freakin' tired of everything. D: I want my old life back, but at times I don't since I did some really retarded shiett back then. Oh well, gotta move on right?
Well I guess that's pretty updated, maybe missing a couple of things, but oh well. (:

Quote (:

" You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. "

_Stolen from Linda (:

'Cause sometimes you just gotta move on. Don't regret the things you do since there's no point in changing what you've done. You can make things better, but it ain't ever gonna be the same.
It's as simple as that.

Got Me Hella Weak Though xD

"Every time you hold in a fart, you're that much closer to killing a baby!"
Shiett made me hella laugh. Been laughing too much today. xDD

Past Is Catiching Up To Me

So, this is a sorta late blog, but whatever.
Anyways, on Sunday the usual happened. Went to church with the family and Aj, dropped off Aj, and went shopping.
Well, my family always goes to Seafood City right after church and we usually see people me and Karyz know. I was praying that I don't see anyone, but of course I still see someone. =/
This time it was him. =/ The person that left me 10 months ago. I've wanted to see him all this time, but when I finally forgot about him, he has to come up again.
He looks like his usual self you know, but it looks like he lost weight a little bit. Anyways, he was with his mom and lito brother so he didn't see me.
At first I didn't know that was him until I looked for a second time. And I was all like "Damn." xD
But yeah, that day I was just reminiscing and all that gheyy stuff. I mean at least I know he's doing all right. *Sigh* But I should just forget about this and live my life.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.

Sweetie, Be Jealous (:

Oh, yess. I have a feeling I'm gonna win this bet.

Be jealous Dork cause even you think that I'm winning. LMAO, thanks for telling me tho or having Karyz tell me. ;D See what a little talking can do from me. (; I know, I'm conceited, deal with it. Anyways, IF I do win I don't know what I'm having my Dork do for me. Hmm... there's hella things I want her to do tho. LMAO, I'm not even gonna put down what I have in my head. x) It's too much. (:
Anyways, I'm outt, gonna go kick it or somes with Cream. (: LMAO, cause apparently he's bored and needs wants to go to the park.
Well I'll blog about it when I get home. (:

Sick =/

Gosh, I don't feel good. Ever since Sunday I kinda figured that I would get sick, but yeahh.
I'm taking medicine and everything, but it's not helping. D:
I just need some rest and other stuff like that, but all I've been getting this past week has been doing just that.
I need to kick it with somebody or somes cause I'm hella bored. I mean I like my naps, but I need to do something new.
Anyways, I MIGHT kick it with cream on Saturday if I feel any better. (: Or maybe Derrick, I don't know. Lol.
*sigh* So bored, just here in computer technology doing nothing but working on the Microsoft Publisher projects. I think I'm almost done with them, but I don't know.
Uhh, my relationship is going good for a change. Nothing's really happening, I mean we argue, but we never mean it. I think. xD
Anyways, my sister is going guy shopping and I don't know why. I mean, why do girls need guys all of a sudden? O.o
Moving away from that subject, this month and the 2 months after this is going to be busy for the FAS, since its our holiday kick its. (: Well we recently added Chester to the FAS, but yeahh.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.

Damn =/

I got informed by my Dork with this. I got hella upset since it hit Manila and I have hella relatives over there. Hope everything is alright or somes.

'Cause I'm Hurting Again =/

Life isn't perfect and people shouldn't expect it to be since their just going to get let down.
The things that happen in life really do happen for a reason. If someone has fallen in love with you it can only mean that you guys WERE meant for each other or later on you'll see that it was always meant to end from the very beginning...
I don't know... just getting stressed more and more each day. Family problems are just making it worse. Getting confronted with the truth is too much to bear. I mean, yeah, its good to hear the REAL truth, but it hurts. =/
All I really want right now is for everything to end and let me finally just relax and just live my life peacefully. I mean I have a lot of people I can lean on, but my brother is right. Maybe I should try leaning on my family for ONCE. I always restrained myself from them and maybe I should just tell my parents everything. Maybe they won't understand the first time, but eventually they will... right?
Ugh, I need to go to the doctors soon. Need to check if anything is wrong with me, I'm hella scared tho. I HOPE I'm healthy, but you never know. *sigh* I have too much things going on and my lito sister is going through something too. I mean yeah, I'm gonna help her through it, but seriously? I mean I don't know, I just feel like everything is getting pressured on me, even though I know a lot of other people are going through hella shitt just like me. Whatever, SOMEHOW I'll deal.

Yay =)

I'm hella happy. Freal tho. I mean I got asked out by him. (:
I saw it coming tho, but I'm still so happy. Anyways, and he's not moving so it makes it even better.
Lunch was fine, I got to spend time with my hubby. Anyways, but karyz was all moody, but it was alright after I gave a hug to her. 'Cause that's how we roll. LMAO. Sike.
Sooo, Karyz made things hella awkward cause she was all like you should marry him and all that good stuff.
And she was hella cracking me up tho. She was all saying check if his sperm is strong enough and you can give birth cause I want a nephew and niece. Me and him were all like wtf?!
But yeahh, I really hope this relationship lasts cause right now I'm doing better than I usually have during relationships. (:
I wish my Dork was here tho so she can keep an eye on things. Lol, you never know what might happen. xDD
Well I'm gonna blog lates. =D

So Weird (: and Anniversary

Thanks to my Dork for doing this for me since it wouldn't load on my computer. xDD

Horoscope:
Your current interest in philosophy might have you believing that you are discovering the meaning of life. But others may think that you are evading the real issues by throwing around complex ideas and using too many big words. Although you could be trying to find truth, you can appear more cavalier in your approach than you realize. There's no need to change what you are doing as long as you are sensitive to the reactions of those around you.

Ahaha, so true tho. Anyways, happy anniversary Dork. Totally forgot and I apologize about that. xDD
It's always gonna be forever. (:
10 months and still going strong. ;D

Stressing

*sigh* Falling in and out of love is getting old. =/
I'm going through the process all OVER again and it's stressing me out, not just that, but my parents are annoying me again.
I just want to stay neutral in EVERYTHING cause I don't know no more.
This happens and then another thing happens, but it never goes the way you wanted it to. You just lead yourself to disappointment. =(
Liking someone is an easy thing to do. You get to know each other, talk more, get closer, call each other, and other things. Then it leads to someone liking another, but the other one just thinks of them as a friend.
I mean I think it's the person that thinks that you're just friends fault because you got the other person's hopes up. Tell them ahead of time or something so the other person can do whatever they need to do to avoid getting hurt.
It's happened to me WAYY to many times and it's happening again. I mean I haven't told the guy I like him, but I'm thinking about telling him tomorrow. Thanks to my Dork tho for giving me advice and helping me out through the situation. But yeahh, I don't care if he doesn't like me back, I just want to tell him before he leaves.
I'll just say everything is okay and put a smile on my face. Who cares if it's a fake smile at least I'm not showing my weak side.
Anyways, everytime I start school my parents ALWAYS jump to a conclusion that I'm only going to school for guys. And that I'm not learning shiett, they always threaten me that they're gonna take me out of school and start homeschooling me. I mean it ALMOST happened in middle school, but I ain't even done shitt yet.
I just can't take guy problems and family problems all together. It just ruins my day and my life.
=/
I'm just getting so much stress and I can't handle it. I don't have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things except my Dork. It seems like she's the only one there for me nowadays. And I thank her for that. But I don't know, I don't really want to dump my problems on her since she has her own and I'm kinda helping her. I just want to forget MY problems so that I can help her.
But I don't know, well I'm gonna blog lates.

Happy Birthday Mommy! (:

Just want to congratulate my mom on her something birthday. Lol, I don't know how old she is. xDD
I'm so nice, I know. ;D Anyways, I'll try to be the best daughter I can be towards you even though I snap at you at TIMES. (:
Anyways, I just hope you live your life to the fullest and have no drama in the way cause I know right now something is happening in the Philippines and you're getting dragged into it.
Don't worry about the problem because everything is gonna figure itself out someday or one of these days, you never know.
Uhh, that's pretty much it. I love you. :D Hehe.
I'm gonna blog lates.

Taking Things Slow

I admit, I'm starting to fall in love with you again. One step at a time, my feelings are going back to the way they were when we went out a year ago.
You said that you're interested in me still and that you don't want any other girl but me, but you don't want anything to serious.
You said that you're not in love with me just yet, but you just want to leave it at where we both know our feelings for one another.
I'm fine with that too, but when are you gonna want to take another step at this "relationship".
I'll wait and stuff, but how long am I gonna be able to? I'm not very patient as some people know. xDD
Even though we went out last year, I still can't get you out of my head and you can't get me out of yours. I wonder why we're so attached to one another. Lol, but I really do want another shot at this for both of us. (:
Well I'm gonna blog lates.

How To Deal - Frankie J

'Cause this song explains everything...

Reminiscing

Awh, my older sister is leaving tomorrow for college.
We got hella close during the summer and now I'm gonna see her leave. I swear I'm gonna cry my eyes out for the first couple of days.
I've already started thinking back on those days when she treated me out to eat and shit like that.
I'm gonna miss those days. I mean I hated her at some days, but at times she was just there hella cracking me up and seeing her go, hella makes me want to take back all those things I said to her.
I need to spend as much time with her until she has to leave. I might help her pack and talk to her about some things.
Ugh, I hate seeing family members leave. The crappy thing is that I don't know if she's gonna come back to Sac or if she's gonna stay in LA with my brother.
I guess I can still talk to her on aim or something, but it's not gonna be the same no more.
No one's gonna be there to drop me off at places no more. Gonna have to get used to walking.
*sigh* I guess it's better for me to see her off with a smile instead of crying my ass off. LMAO.
Well, I'm gonna blog lates.

THE Bet

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:15:59 PM): Yawp

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:15:59 PM): He actually made me smile last night

NerdxBaybe (8:16:04 PM): awh

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:05 PM): LOls !

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:06 PM): LMAO

NerdxBaybe (8:16:13 PM): you guys needa go out again

NerdxBaybe (8:16:14 PM): freal tho

NerdxBaybe (8:16:19 PM): he still likes you...

NerdxBaybe (8:16:23 PM): bet you anythang

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:31 PM): Psh, like that would ever happen

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:32 PM): IF

NerdxBaybe (8:16:36 PM): WILL

NerdxBaybe (8:16:37 PM): (:

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:45 PM): I bet you he doesnt

NerdxBaybe (8:16:50 PM): *sigh*

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:53 PM): Lets bet ;

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:16:53 PM): LMAO

NerdxBaybe (8:16:57 PM): anyways, i just read your comment

NerdxBaybe (8:16:59 PM): on my blog

NerdxBaybe (8:17:01 PM): on the dork thing

NerdxBaybe (8:17:07 PM): but yeah, i have a way of making people smile

NerdxBaybe (8:17:08 PM): (:

NerdxBaybe (8:17:10 PM): in nasty ways

NerdxBaybe (8:17:11 PM): LMAO

NerdxBaybe (8:17:15 PM): but yeah, lets bet!

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:20 PM): Lols

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:22 PM): xD

NerdxBaybe (8:17:22 PM): O=<

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM): you just read it xD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM): OKAY

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:36 PM): xD

NerdxBaybe (8:17:41 PM): yeahh

NerdxBaybe (8:17:41 PM): lol

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): LOls

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): Lets bet !

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): Okay then lets go xD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): Hm ..

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): What do you want to bet on ? xD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): IF he likes me ,

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:50 PM): What do I have to do ?

NerdxBaybe (8:17:51 PM): so, what you wanna bet?

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:54 PM): xD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:17:59 PM): Hm ..

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:08 PM): I have to do something for you ?

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:08 PM): xD

NerdxBaybe (8:18:14 PM): yeah(:

NerdxBaybe (8:18:19 PM): and i do something for you(:

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:35 PM): Mmkays

NerdxBaybe (8:18:45 PM): but what?

NerdxBaybe (8:18:47 PM): LMAO

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:18:57 PM): Its official, we bet ;D

NerdxBaybe (8:19:28 PM): yawp

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:44 PM): As of 0918090813PM we bet on IF Josh likes me, I have to do something for you, IF he doesn't, you have to do something for me.

NerdxBaybe (8:19:44 PM): read my status

NerdxBaybe (8:19:54 PM): okayy

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:55 PM): *09

NerdxBaybe (8:19:56 PM): (:

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:19:56 PM): xD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:06 PM): LMAO

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:06 PM): XD

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:08 PM): Pshaw, imma win

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:09 PM): Watch

NerdxBaybe (8:20:24 PM): so what do you want me to do?

NerdxBaybe (8:20:29 PM): imma win

NerdxBaybe (8:20:31 PM): ;D

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:50 PM): We'll figure that out when I [ME] WINS ;D

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:20:56 PM): Pshaw, imma win NERD

NerdxBaybe (8:21:13 PM): Psh, when I win

NerdxBaybe (8:21:15 PM): DORK

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:21:16 PM): Imma put this on blogspot xD

NerdxBaybe (8:21:20 PM): me too

NerdxBaybe (8:21:21 PM): hehe

NerdxBaybe (8:21:22 PM): (:

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:21:28 PM): LOls

NerdxBaybe (8:22:08 PM): Pstttt, AJ!!!

NerdxBaybe (8:22:12 PM): Guess what?

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:22:43 PM): at ?

NerdxBaybe (8:22:46 PM): at?

NerdxBaybe (8:22:47 PM): LMAO

AnnjeanetteLynne (8:22:47 PM): **What?

NerdxBaybe (8:22:53 PM): I'm gonna win

NerdxBaybe (8:22:54 PM): ;D

NerdxBaybe (8:22:55 PM): LMAO

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'Cause I'm gonna win this bet and make them fall in love again. (:
Hopefully it'll work tho. Wish me luck tho. xDD

Today And This Week

Awh, I got to see my F.A.S. and hung out with Brenda. Lol.
But before we hung out with my fabulous mainss, I kicked it with my sister's boyfriend, chester, and christian. I swear, I think I'm falling in love with someone. >_<
He doesn't know tho. xDD Lmao.
Christian is hella mean! D: He took my ID card and won't give it back so he gave me his instead. xDD
But it's all cool... I think. xDD
Anyways, my feet hella hurt after I got home. Oh shiett, while I was kicking it tho, I saw my ex and I really wanted to hug him again. DD:
W/e, I saw hella EHMS people tho and especially my lovely FAS. (:
I really hope I can kick it with them again, but yeah.
OMFG, the only thing that ruined my mood was from what I heard from my sister, what this one dude said. I was all like, "you dick." -_- I hate his ass now.
Anyways, made a new word with my Dork. "Worner" est. 091809. I was typing corner but instead I wrote that word. xDD
Anyways, this week was okay for me. I got REALLY close to Chester and Christian. Lol.
They always make my day even if they wanna rape me. -_- LMAO
My classes are getting gheyy by each day, but I can handle it. I'm a lot more busier now which is frustrating since I barely have spare time, but w/e.
I had complications here and there, but I guess their all fixed now. I think.
But yeah, I really need to catch up on my blogs. xDD Update everyday or somes.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.

Dork

Okay this is gonna basically focus on my Dork. I don't know if I can help you, but I can be there to support you. I've been knowing you since 7th grade, but we didn't really connect until like 8th grade.
Yes, I know there was some bumpy ass roads. We helped each other through relationships and comforted each other when they ended shitty. (You mostly comforted me on that, thanks btw.)
Okay, I know your going through hella shit and I am too. I think EVERYONE is. I know that you have other people to talk to nowadays so you only tell me a little bit of the things you go through.
All I'm saying is that I'm seriously gonna be one phone call or one message away from helping you.
I know that HE'S giving you a hard ass time, but hold on to him. I've been saying that for a while now. Maybe I haven't told you, but still.
After the break up and everything, you still wanted to be with him. Yeah, I know how you feel cause that happened to me too and you know that.
But if he's still gonna be REALLY slow about this, I would have given up on his ass, but no, cause you and him WERE meant to be and you still are.
Fuck what others think and fuck the other girls he's calling the MOST beautiful. Cause after he dumped your pretty self, his version of beautiful got fucking ugly.

"im just busy that all yeah i dont want to talk you because i dont want hurt you and all i just want to be left alone in a nice way ill just message you or comment you when im not busy im not trying to be mean im just saying im just busy know days because of school trying to stay on task i want to pass im serious about my school work"

Why couldn't you fucking be serious about school in the first place? And I'm pretty sure that you REALLY aren't all that focused since you doing THAT shit.
And, you not talking to her is making it a whole lot worse, you dumbass. I swear when you got to the Philippines, you got a WHOLE lot stupider cause I expected more from you. WE expected more from you and now your gonna give us "I'm serious" shit.
You're even hurting my lito sister with the whole act your putting on. I swear if the F.A.S. can go to the Philippines right now, we would drag your ass back over here. We already wanna do it, but instead of bringing you back over here, we wanna kick your fucking ass. Cause your making stupid decisions that are probably gonna haunt your damn life.

"im sorry if i cause alot for you ate everybody i just cant control my self good news i gave it up weed i gave it up but im just sorry for all problem i made"

I REALLY hope you did quit, but if you did wouldn't you be back here already. Everytime you got our hopes up saying you would come back in one month, but that never happened. Stop saying things that you know you won't keep.

Dork, all I'm saying is that if you want you and him to work out, you gotta get through to him. I know you've been trying to do that and I know its hard for you, but just keep trying.
I know things aren't going right for you like the school thing, but seriously don't go to Laguna.
Yeah, you might not have a say in it, but just HOPE that you can come to another school. I don't even understand why Laguna would be an option either.
I don't even know and I know I should be worrying about MY problem right now, but I think your's has been going on long enough. From now on, I'll help you with all the changes even though I wasn't there for you, I REALLY don't wanna fade though.
Cause I know that WE will ALWAYS be AAF(:

Happy 1 Month

Totally forgot to blog yesterday, but Happy 1 Month Anniversary. (:
Cookies and Cream; Est.080509 <3
I wanted to hang out with him yesterday, but he had to do something with his cousin. I forgot what it was, but he told me. =D
I still have to kick it with him tho since he goes to MTHS and I go to FHS. We barely see each other anymore. xDD I miss those middle school days. Ahaha.
He always puts a smile on my face when I'm bored and stuff like that. I mean other people do that too, but I don't know what makes his different.
I don't like him or anything. It's not gonna get that far 'cause I know that it ain't gonna work out and I don't wanna risk our friendship. :D
I've known him since 7th grade, but didn't really talk to him until 8th grade when him and my lito sister went out. xDD
Those were good times for me, but not for them. xDD Lol.
I'll try to visit him or somes or go to his house one of these days. Give him a surprise. (; Lol.
Well I'm gonna blog lates.

Letting It All Out

My day was fucking horrible.
Went to my aunt's house and everything was fine. Got to talk with the family and watched movies with them and all that good stuff.
We stayed there for about 3-4 hours, but I didn't really keep track. I think it was around there. xD
Anyways, when we were getting home my parents start talking to me and shit and they're saying bad things about me in Tagalog. Like I wouldn't know what they're fucking saying, I'm fucking Filipino, you fucking idiots. I swear I wanted to go off on them right then and there. -_-
Once we got home they stopped talking, but I was still hella mad. I totally forgot about my homework at my Aunt's place and I asked if I could go back and they're all like "Why don't you think for once?"
I was about to fucking smack a bitch, I swear. Now I have to wait until tomorrow and I ain't even done with the shit yet. Plus my Aunt is gonna go gambling so she might not be home until the next fucking day. >_<
Yeah I know I'm cussing a lot, but I just wanna vent right now since I can't do it on anything or anyone else.
Then my sisters aren't evening helping the situation either. Fucking bitches, just cause they're liked more doesn't mean they can be stuck up fags. -_-
Whatever, hopefully tomorrow is gonna be a good day since they're gonna take me shopping. Hopefully. xD
Well I'm gonna blog lates.

He KNOWS How To Make Me Smile (:

[22:35] NerdxBaybe: it's hot in my house
[22:35] NerdxBaybe: DDD:
[22:35] ninjaboyfa: of cource cuz ur there
lol XD
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: LMAO
[22:36] NerdxBaybe: i know right

Ahaha, he hella made me smile though. (: 2 more hours until our one month for Cookies and Cream. ;D
Aww, I wanna kick it with him though, but nooo he just has to play poker with his cousin. xDD I think it's his cousin. LMAO. W/e, have fun without me. :D

This Week

Third week of school is done and over with. (:
Too many things happened at the same time that I couldn't keep up. xDD
Made new friends here and there and met guys, but I don't know. Ahaha, hopefully a special someone comes into my life, but I'm not gonna have my hopes up for it.
My grades have been fine, all A's except Science. Fawking gheyy class tho. LMAO. (:
Tuesday was gheyy at PE. Something happened in the lockers so everyone wasn't able to change into their clothes so everyone that had PE in fourth period had to wear the PE clothes for lunch and sixth period. I was all like "Wtf?!" Ahaha, I looked weird. DDD:
Well my lito sister got asked out by Kai. Hopefully they can maintain the relationship. Their too freakin' shy. xDD They should learn something from me. ;D LMAO, jp. (:
Uhh hate my classes. Their too boring. I should've signed up for some honor classes, but oh well.
My love life right now is kinda complicated. It always has been and always will be. ;D I'm kinda having a hard decision on which guy I should pick. xDD I need to get to know both of them more, even though I kinda know one guy more than the other. Haha, but it'll work out, hopefully.
Well I learned that my Dork is moving near Valley. DDD: I think I kinda jinxed it too cause she found a house near where I live and I said that they shouldn't get there hopes up cause another family might get it and then that's when we heard that she got the house near Valley. I was hella shocked tho. I don't wanna let her go to a bad ass school and it's too far from my damn house. I won't be able to walk over to her house no more. Fawking bank people. O=< Ahaha, JP.
I haven't really been uploading pics to my Everydayy album on myspace since I'm freakin' busy 24/7 and people won't let me on the computer. *Ahem* xDD
Well, since it's a three day weekend, I'll have plenty of time to take as many pictures as I want. (:
Uhh I think on Monday I'm gonna go to San Jose to meet my cousins and get updated with them. I haven't gone to their place since I was in like fourth or fifth grade. I forgot. xDD
Ohh yeahh, having an anniversary coming up for Cookies and Cream. (: 'Cause I love my cream and we're always gonna stick together. ;D Ahaha, but yeahh.
Hmm, been getting along with my family just fine. Sorta. =p
Been thinking of cutting my hair short, but I really don't know if I can pull it off, so I think I'm just gonna keep it long. I really wanna cut my bangs though. Their too freakin' long. DDD:
But I don't that my mom would take me since it's just my bangs. xDD You know asian parents. Ahaha.
Well I'm gonna blog lates. (=

Bored

Just here in Computer Technology, couple more minutes left. xDD
At the end of this week I'm gonna blog and update you guys on a couple of things so this is just a heads up. (:
Well I'm bored. Someone entertain me. D: Ahaha, but yeah. One more period to go and then I can go home. xDD
Gosh, I have so MANY things happening to me right now, especially with the guys. -_- I can't keep up with it all. Lmao.
Then my lito sister is gonna get asked out anytime soon. Congrats on that. (: But stop being shy! >_<
Well I'll blog lates and get you updated lates. Hehe. Btw, I think I have an anniversary coming up, but I need to check. Ahaha. I'm sooo slowww. (=

Addicted (:

Here's some songs that I'm into right now. (:
Hope you enjoyed them as I did. If you didn't, why do you even bother listening to it. xDD

Insomnia:


Come Back To Me:

Class Project 008 - Ickest

This is the last project until Ickest makes a new one, I guess.
Enjoy though. ;D Ahaha, I love the "Boom Jamima!" part. (;

Congrats Twinn (:

This is a congratulations post for my Twinn and getting back with her ex. (:
Well anyways, she and him met when they were just lito kids. It was love at first sight, at first I was all like "Wtf?!", but I got cool with the idea. I mean, they were only in elementary so they couldn't really go towards the "Boom Chicka Wow Wow" stuff. xDD LMAO.
Anyways, they dated for like 2 years and something months until me and my friends kinda tore them apart. xDD Yes, I regret it cause if we didn't tear them apart, they would still be together. I know right, they love each other that much. Even though she's my lito sister, she's better in relationships than me, even though I do more stuff in the relationships. (: I mean not that kind of stuff. Nasty people thinking nasty thoughts. Ahaha, just playing. ;D
Anyways, I just wanted to say good luck with him and DON'T give into peer pressure. Even if it's me. (x
Even though he hasn't asked her out yet, he IS going to tho. Lucky bitch. xDD LMAO. JK, can't believe my lito sister is gonna get a man before me. D:
But if that's how my life is gonna roll, I'll deal with it. Well don't go doing those nasty things and if you do, use you know what. Mkays kids. ;D LMAO. It works like 99.9% of the time. Make sure there's no holes in it. ROFLMAO. Oh, shiett, I'm retarded for just putting that. xDD
Well lates kiddos.

Flying Solo And My Day

Yeahh, I think I'm gonna be single for a while.
The idea upsets me, but I shouldn't really be worrying about relationships right now. My first priority should be school.
I'll still have a crush for that guy, but I'll just put those feelings aside so I can focus. Even if I'm crushing on someone, I still do good in school, but I'll just put a stop right here.
He doesn't have feelings for me anyway, so I'll just get to know him more or something like that.
I'll be happy if he starts to like me, but for now I'm putting a lid on my feelings. (:
Anyways, my day was interesting. It was really hot though. xDD
I went to the park with my Dork and Twinn to play basketball and tennis so my twinn can show off to her future boyfriend. Ahaha.
So, while we were playing basketball, a little kid came up to me and my Dork and asked us if he could play and of course we said yes cause we're nice like that.
But that kid is a BITCH. LMAO. No offense though and then two of his friends came and they started talking about some nasty thangs. I mean, I didn't hear them, but my Dork told me and my twinn and I was all like "They're too young to be talking about those things." xDD
But yeahh, we got tired of playing basketball so we headed towards the tennis courts and just watched my twinn as she practiced and me and my Dork were under a tree since it was hella hot.
We started walking towards my aunt's house cause we wanted to call my sister or something since Dork's phone died on us. (Btw, I think it was my fault. LMAO. Sorry about that Dork xDD)
So anyways, when we got to the house we ate pancit and drank water and all that good stuff.
We started writing F.A.S. and stuff on paper and they turned out pretty good. (:
My aunt woke up from her nap and they decided to pray and so my aunts and uncles, me, Dork, and Twinn prayed with them. Later on my sister came along and joined us. But that prayer thing was LONGGGG. I was like dozing off, but I didn't completely fall asleep. ;D
So, we finally left my aunt's house and went by Dork's house and got her money so we can go to Yog-Yog.
So overall, my day was interesting, but tiring. xDD But yeahh, I look forward to Friday and the weekend cause I get to hang out with my friends that go to MTHS. (=
I'll try to visit you guys on like rally schedule or late late wednesday schedules cause I wanna see how everyone is doing. ;D
Well I'm gonna post some lates.