Awh, Fawk -_-

"I give up..."
It's seriously what I wanna say right now.
I backed myself up into a corner AGAIN and this time I have no clue how to get out of it.
*sigh* Hmm... I REALLY hate myself. xD
Nowadays, things just aren't working for me. I'm not even trying anymore, even though I really should.
Anyways, life has too many god damn choices. I mean, do they have to come one after another? Seriously? Give me a break.
I get hella tired these days that I feel like I can pass out any second. >_<
But yeah, I'm trying to talk my mom into letting her let me finish my 3 three years of high school at MTHS. Ahaha, I'm not running away "technically". W/e, maybe I'll think about it, but I don't know.
So much shit happening and its fawking ridiculous. All I do nowadays is think about how to solve the mess I got myself into.
UGH, I don't wanna anymore. Yeah, I whine a lot, but deal with it...shiett.
Anyways, lots of guys crushing on me. LMAO. But their mostly from MTHS and a couple at Florin, but yeah.
Uhh.... nothing's been really happening besides the whole "chester" thing, but yeahh. I think I can get through this. Hopefully . (: