Classes for 2010-2011

Got my classes for my sophomore year at Florin High.

1st Period: Avid 10
2nd Period: Spanish 1
3rd Period: Biology honors
4th Period: World History AP
5th Period: Lunch
6th Period: Geometry H
7th Period: English 10

The only class I'm going to change is my english class since I'm supposed to be in honors english. Overall I like my classes and like the people in them. Hopefully this year is gonna be great for me. (:

School

Ugh, I am so not ready for school tomorrow. I have to start waking up early again like everyday. >< I think the only class that I would feel like dropping is Spanish, but I can't since I have to finish my world language requirements.
However I do wanna go to school because I wanna see my friends again. But yeah, I can't wait to see what classes I have and hopefully I have classes with people I know, lol.

Risks

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.” - Anonymous

Damn It

So, I went to my mom's work today since today was gonna be the last day that I can help her out and anyone else who needed help today. I was up in the front helping Poua with the patients in the front and finding their card and since it was really busy I wasn't able to sit down most of the day. My feet helluh hurt and they still do, lol.
Anyways, the first day I went to my mom's work, which was last month or something like that, I met this one guy who helped around the clinic and I thought he was really cute. So later on that day we started talking and it was cool and he was pretty cute. He was pretty funny as well and I had a crush on him. >< So, he said that he only came fridays so I decided to come only on fridays, but there was some days I would go and I missed a couple of fridays when he was there, but it was fine.
By the end of July I started coming a lot, but he didn't come when I was there because he had summer classes at UC Davis so I kinda gave up wanting to see him, lol. Anyways, back to today, I was helping in the front and then I turn around and BAM he's right there. I was all like "Oh crap" and I just walked away once I finished a file I was writing up. I didn't even finish the other files so he just finished them up for me, lmao. Then my sister was all like "He comes the first day she comes and also the last day she comes", I don't wanna think this is a coincidence, lol.
I REALLY wanted to ask him for his phone number, but he was busy the whole time he was there. D: I'm just hoping that he's gonna be there next year, unless he has a lot of college stuff to do, but like my mom says there's plenty of other guys out there, but still that's kinda gay that he came on my last day there. ><

Happy

I know that I don't have things that other people have, but there's no reason why I shouldn't be happy. I myself linger on some things that I should have gotten past already, but I guess I'm too hardheaded to even see that it's not important. If I lose something, eventually another good thing will take its place so there's really nothing I should be worried about.
I've lost friends and relationships, but I shouldn't be all hung over about it or pissed off about it, instead I should be happy cause there's other things in my life that make me feel good about myself like my family, friends, and my dreams for myself. Even if I'm down, at least this song will help me.

City - Sara Bareilles

This is my favorite song of hers.

Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner

I swear this song has been in my head for a while now. Even though the 3-D looking part hurts my eyes. xD

Done

I finally finished my AP homework and I turned it in on Wed. I wanted my older sister to get out of the car, but she was too lazy. When I got into the office there was semi a lot of people.
One of the people in the office told me that I just drop off my envelope in the container which had our teachers name. I felt helluh relieved when I let go of it.
Anyways, yesterday was panther day and me and Karyz didn't go. I kinda wanted to go, but I was too lazy. Most Florin people got their schedules yesterday and know what classes they have and now I'm like wondering what order the classes will be. I guess I'll just wait for the first day of school like some people.

Stereotype

Uhm I don't really like stereotypes and maybe I can say some at times, but I hate when someone tells me what I should be doing when I grow up and that's exactly like how my little sister's boyfriend talked to me about. I was saying how I'm in honors and AP classes so I can try and get into a good college and then he says this:

[20:12] ninjaboyfa: What's the point of that, once marrage comes the husband usually supports the family anyways, the wife usually just stay home and watch kids if they have any
[20:13] nerdxbaybe: uhm hell no am I gonna just do that
[20:13] nerdxbaybe: i already know what i wanna do
[20:13] nerdxbaybe: so my "husband" can go suck it
[20:13] nerdxbaybe: (:
[20:14] ninjaboyfa: WoW, you're going to make him feel like crap
[20:14] nerdxbaybe: yeah, I will
[20:14] nerdxbaybe: we can BOTH support the family
[20:14] nerdxbaybe: duh, not so hard
[20:15] nerdxbaybe: i mean you and karyz could do that, but not me

Yeah, I was pretty pissed and I still am so that's pretty much it.