First Love - Utada Hikaru

Man, this song has been on my mind since I heard it. It's been a month now. It's too addicting for me. Makes me start reminiscing and I start getting sad. D:
Makes me remember Andrew, even though he WASN'T my first love, but still. It gets me so mad that he didn't tell me that he was moving.
And on the last day he was ignoring me. So I'm like wtf. I'm your girlfriend and we would've worked it out somehow right?
Idunno, I think it was my imagination that I thought we would last for a long time.
I won't let this situation happen to me again. I went through it and I learned from it. I should have talked to him and asked him what was wrong, but no. I had to walk pass him and think everything would change the next day. >_<
I know there's plenty more guys, but he's the one that I can't forget even though it's been 7 months since he left. D:
Somehow I'll get past this. I know I will. (:
Cause there's people in my life that ALWAYS gonna be there for me. F.A.S all the way. <3

Lyrics:
The last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to hold on
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until i can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that i don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
i will probably be crying
i will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until i can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to hold on
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
now and forever...