Officially Gone

I found you and lost you. I loved you and hated you. I hoped and I failed.
You walked outta my life just like that and now I think it's time for me to do the same. I've been waiting 8 MONTHS for you to come back.
Every single time I keep saying that I'm gonna forget you... I can't, but now I need to move on. I don't wanna meet another guy and think about you 'cause I'm not being true to the other guy.
Maybe you've found someone else, congrats, but all you need to know is that I won't be waiting on the sidelines anymore. I'll continue my life without you and I think I should have done that earlier, but I was just confused or blinded that I thought we would last.
I'm not giving up, I just think that I'll let you live your life and I'll accept that you WON'T come back.
I hate you for leaving, but I hate myself that most because I don't think that I loved you enough, if I did I would still wait for you.