Dork

Okay this is gonna basically focus on my Dork. I don't know if I can help you, but I can be there to support you. I've been knowing you since 7th grade, but we didn't really connect until like 8th grade.
Yes, I know there was some bumpy ass roads. We helped each other through relationships and comforted each other when they ended shitty. (You mostly comforted me on that, thanks btw.)
Okay, I know your going through hella shit and I am too. I think EVERYONE is. I know that you have other people to talk to nowadays so you only tell me a little bit of the things you go through.
All I'm saying is that I'm seriously gonna be one phone call or one message away from helping you.
I know that HE'S giving you a hard ass time, but hold on to him. I've been saying that for a while now. Maybe I haven't told you, but still.
After the break up and everything, you still wanted to be with him. Yeah, I know how you feel cause that happened to me too and you know that.
But if he's still gonna be REALLY slow about this, I would have given up on his ass, but no, cause you and him WERE meant to be and you still are.
Fuck what others think and fuck the other girls he's calling the MOST beautiful. Cause after he dumped your pretty self, his version of beautiful got fucking ugly.

"im just busy that all yeah i dont want to talk you because i dont want hurt you and all i just want to be left alone in a nice way ill just message you or comment you when im not busy im not trying to be mean im just saying im just busy know days because of school trying to stay on task i want to pass im serious about my school work"

Why couldn't you fucking be serious about school in the first place? And I'm pretty sure that you REALLY aren't all that focused since you doing THAT shit.
And, you not talking to her is making it a whole lot worse, you dumbass. I swear when you got to the Philippines, you got a WHOLE lot stupider cause I expected more from you. WE expected more from you and now your gonna give us "I'm serious" shit.
You're even hurting my lito sister with the whole act your putting on. I swear if the F.A.S. can go to the Philippines right now, we would drag your ass back over here. We already wanna do it, but instead of bringing you back over here, we wanna kick your fucking ass. Cause your making stupid decisions that are probably gonna haunt your damn life.

"im sorry if i cause alot for you ate everybody i just cant control my self good news i gave it up weed i gave it up but im just sorry for all problem i made"

I REALLY hope you did quit, but if you did wouldn't you be back here already. Everytime you got our hopes up saying you would come back in one month, but that never happened. Stop saying things that you know you won't keep.

Dork, all I'm saying is that if you want you and him to work out, you gotta get through to him. I know you've been trying to do that and I know its hard for you, but just keep trying.
I know things aren't going right for you like the school thing, but seriously don't go to Laguna.
Yeah, you might not have a say in it, but just HOPE that you can come to another school. I don't even understand why Laguna would be an option either.
I don't even know and I know I should be worrying about MY problem right now, but I think your's has been going on long enough. From now on, I'll help you with all the changes even though I wasn't there for you, I REALLY don't wanna fade though.
Cause I know that WE will ALWAYS be AAF(: